Auld Lang Syne

I am accepting an invitation to declare 2007 complete from one of my favorite blogger moms- Andrea at Superhero Journal. Andrea invites her readers to move through 2007 to 2008 by acknowledging your contributions and grieving the losses of the past year. What a fabulous idea, I say.

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
2007 was a arduous time for me; moving through the transition of motherhood and accepting all of the struggles was not an easy task for me. However, reflecting back, I found with those struggles came some wonderful gifts. I began writing this blog which not only became a way for me to express my struggles, but also a way to cultivate the creative streak I knew lay dormant somewhere inside.

I was able to coordinate a monthly "Mom's Meeting" which became a source of strength for me, as well as, I believe, the other moms trying to find the same sense of balance I longed for. This group encompasses some pretty diverse women and perspectives, creating a space of growth and support for the taking once a month.

Along the same line I've been able to make connections with women (some old friends, many new) that I would not have made otherwise. Those connections sparked because of a common thread, but are unique and wonderful in many ways. I am incredibly grateful for the women in my life.

Dar A Luz Network came into my life with an opportunity to fuel my passion for supporting women and an outlet for pent up energy since leaving the workplace. I helped organize a (successful) fundraiser and collaborated with its founding members to implement resources to increase the sense of community and support to post partum moms. Amazing group, amazing women.

THINGS TO GRIEVE
My yoga practice has taken a hit since giving birth, especially the spiritual aspect which embodied such a sense of serenity and inner peace. I am actively working on changing this.

The nursing relationship with Liam ended this year as well and although breastfeeding presented many personal challenges, I miss the connection it provided to my son as well as the ability to provide for him instinctually.

The "perfect mother persona" I created for myself that I am certain contributed to my Post Partum Depression. I get angry, I yell, I cry, I get annoyed and bored way more often than I thought I should.

My marriage's identity as a twosome and all of the advantages of not being responsible to a third party. (Read as going to the movies, leisurely shopping on weekends and concerts)

My own identity-(so a whole other post).

And now....2007 is complete. Feel free to share your own thoughts in the comments section. And thanks for sharing this space with me.